Sunday, June 03, 2007

the story of his false starts and promises


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he has little intuition for birds

leave alone the butterflies

is blind to a cat’s stealth

and the sad look in a dog’s eyes

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he is an interior person

opens the door of his house

only on steamy summer evenings

for the breeze from the sea to waft in

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ever since he has taken up

this broadband connection

he has left the idiot box

and watches only buffered news

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he is an unapologetic bachelor

with a lot of false starts and promises

goes for lonely walks and writes poetry

imitating bukowski without a typewriter

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reading the Myth of Sisyphus

he asks himself an existential question

why does he not contemplate suicide

living a nothing life as he is

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he dreams up a reason that

he wants to marry one day and

he wants to tell his daughter someday

the story of his false starts and promises

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For Charles Bukowski

1 comment:

Mystique said...

Great justification .... Hats off!!!

Life we feel is so full of emptiness ... so very devoid of passion ...
So full hidden expectation .... and so very filled up with acts ....
I wonder.. have we lost the essence of life ... and the desire to live? The twig that keeps us afloat in this majestic ocean is the hope ... hope that the pessimistic present of ours paves way for an optimistic future...
Lets see how the future unfolds...
And what the 'gift of life' beholds ...